my escape...

August 28, 2009
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Writing is my inspiration when I feel like dying.
Writing is my shoulder to lean on when others
Fail to realize that the advice they’re giving me is invalid.
Writing is my comfort when I’m too drained to cry anymore.
Writing is my inspiration when my palms and fists are too swollen
From hitting the wall repeatedly, trying to damage it as I am already damaged.

Writing is there for me when others aren’t.
It relieves me of my sorrow when others messes around with me,
It relieves me of my pain when the people around me betray me
And others mentally manipulate me.

It is one of the few reasons I get up in the morning. But I wonder,
What will happen when the candle blows out, the tea tips over on the
Coffee table, and runs cold? What will happen when I’ve lost my creative
Sense of writing? Will I just be gone in the wind?

Forgotten?
Left behind?
Depressed?

What will happen then? Will I just be just another person in the dark?
Oblivious to the emotions inside of her? Oblivious to anything and
Everything around her? A walking statue, a walking mannequin of silence?

‘Till then I’ll keep wondering, keep dreaming.





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Niccole C. said...
Sept. 14, 2009 at 4:16 pm
very great sense of feeling... u put a great mood on it.
 
writer24/7/365 said...
Sept. 13, 2009 at 8:28 pm
i luv this.
 
Megan Anne S. This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Sept. 13, 2009 at 2:40 pm
Oh My Gosh, I love this! This poem defines my creative life as well, and i find that i can connect with this.
Lovely.
 
Cam12 said...
Sept. 12, 2009 at 9:14 pm
NIce poem...
 
Lola jane S. said...
Sept. 12, 2009 at 11:28 am
loovee it :]
 
FoundYouAtMyFuneral said...
Sept. 12, 2009 at 10:25 am
wow. that really made my day. keep writing. you should publish that. if no one appreciates it, then know at least all of Teen Ink loves it.
 
Ashlynrae said...
Sept. 11, 2009 at 5:38 pm
Nice poem! Doesn't look like you will lose your creative streak anytime soon! Check out my work I would love some input!
 
Zakatk18 said...
Sept. 10, 2009 at 10:17 pm
Very good poem =]. Keep writing when your creative sense is most vibrant. Good Job!
 
dylonmichael said...
Sept. 9, 2009 at 10:49 am
i love it you are a good writer and i can almost be certain some one with your talents will loose that creative spark
 
A.N.Whitfield said...
Sept. 9, 2009 at 9:33 am
This reminds me of that little fear I have when I'm on a inspiration spree and writing a lot, fear of getting all depressed and losing it and not writing for a long time. Good poetry...
 
Meghan said...
Sept. 8, 2009 at 8:34 pm
Great poem. I love how emotional writing is to you.
 
heaven said...
Sept. 8, 2009 at 11:38 am
this is totally true and real,feels like this is my point of view!!good job:)
 
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