Hated you then

Hate you now

Why

Why couldn't i just cut you off

I used to love you

But you messed up

Not me

You control my weight

You controlled me

And I just took it

You told me you would help

Saying that one night

May 17th, 2023

Was all for me

That you thought 

I wanted it

But you don’t think

It seems you never think

Why can’t you just think for once

This poem

Is full of all the words i can't tell you now

But thank god!

Your gone

Finally

I wish I could of gotten you arrested

For hurting me

For using me

But guess what

You don't care

At all

I tried getting away from you

But no

You had to manipulate me

Into staying

Into “loving you”

But now

I hate you

Your ugly face

Your horrid voice

I hate everything about you

I was dumb for loving you

So stupid

But this

All of this

Is your fault

I stayed loyal

You cheated twice

EVERYTHING WAS ABOUT 

YOU

YOU 

YOU

I don’t even know why i gave you a chance

Why i even let you in my life

You’re a horrible person

And you always will be

There is no way someone like you 

Could change

I won't ever believe you

You are gone for good

And that makes me so happy

That i don't have to deal with your

“Love”

It wasn't even love

It was all fake

You’re a manipulator and a gaslighter 

JUST SCREW THIS AND SCREW YOU

God why couldn’t you actually care

You act like you did

But we both know it was all fake

You suck

You suck 

You suck

Honestly

I wish you the worse

God i can't stand the thought of you

But i need to get my words out somehow

So i'm writing this poem

Might mail it to you one day

Just because you deserve all this hatred

You said I messed up your life!?

But guess what

You messed me up

Mentally

And i'm sick and tired of letting people use me

But i won't give up on love just because of 

YOU
MESSING
ME
UP

No

I won't give you the satisfaction

You won't see me cry

Your just going to get all my rage

So you can go

Live your life

But just know

I don't wish you any luck