He was supposed to help me

Not control me

He controlled my weight

He would ask for things

I didn't want to do those things

He would make me send things

I didn't want to

I couldn't leave

He would’ve hurt himself

I wanted to leave

I wanted to run

But he kept me chained up

Caged in a prison 

That i could never escape

Then one night

He made me run away 

To his house

He saw

My trembling body

And he said 

“I can help you,trust me,you will enjoy it”

Then

….

He took control 

Of my body

I couldn't say no

Why couldn’t i say no

Almost a year later

And i still blame myself

Even tho
IT WAS NEVER MY FAULT

Now i hate men touching me

It scares me

Opens all those wounds 

That i thought were healed

But i guess not

Will i always be

This 

Broken

Crumbled 

Mess