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sunrise recovery

March 10, 2021
By oliverlee112 GOLD, Hartland, Wisconsin
oliverlee112 GOLD, Hartland, Wisconsin
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i think getting better

would be like the sunrise

only this night has lasted fifteen years.


i think the sun might hurt--

might sting my eyes and burn my skin

after all this time.


i am afraid of the sunrise,

afraid of getting better.

i have become used to seeing in the dark.


the sun is rising now,

but i think i will close my eyes a little longer.


The author's comments:

I have struggled with my mental healh for a while, and eventually entered an intensive outpatient program. Getting healthier is scary because for so long all you know is your mental illness; it feels safer, almost like a part of you. I wrote this when I realized I had to make the conscious choice to get better, and part of me didn't know if I wanted to.


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