That’s alright. Really,

I’m okay.

I didn’t want to come anyway.

Staying home feels better,

Where I’m comfy on my own

Where nobody can put me down

Or make me feel alone.

You claim to be my ride or die

And stick with me through

Thick and thin

But whenever there’s something

I need from you

You ignore me, once again.

I’m done with trusting you

And your scheming little lies,

I’m done with being your only friend

That holds you when you cry.

I’m there for you when no one else is,

I see the good in you,

I listen when you need to rant

I’m your only friend that’s true.

But where are you when I’m not okay?

My feelings don’t matter at all?

How come whenever I’m looking for love

All you can do is make me feel small?

It’s fine, I’ll push through like I always do

I’ll sit in silence and continue to ignore

But maybe you’ll regret treating me like this

When I’m not so silent anymore.