To take life day by day is something harder than anything you can do,

especially when that is all you can do,

a continuous pattern of excessively realeasing energy, 

then having none,

high frequencies of of energy to low, 

to moderate, to low, to high, and it cycles round and round.

But day by day.

My brain is stuck on search,

trying to find a connection,

but there is no service,

so it keeps spinning,

it gets tired, so it gives up,

but the next morning,

I must refresh.

"you must refresh"

I can sometimes load a small bit,

but only enough to funtion.

still left on shortage of a full understanding.

And as for what is trying to be understood...

I am never quite sure.

Possibly anything and everything?

I dont know,

Im searching...

at this moment...

the only concept loaded is...

"day by day"

"take it day by day"