Whatever it was you were trying to find in me,

What you so desperately wanted to find in me,

Made me lose myself.

I hid from you in my head

Every molecule of my essence rejected you and scattered with the last of my sane mind when you touched me.

When I cried,

You lapped up my tears, like a dog

Feeding on my pain.

I was immobilized while you kept searching, for something

Something in me that would love you.

I was thinking about how heart breaking it was that someone broke you so much,

That you have to look for pieces in others, as you hissed venom in my ears.

Your sticky words and soulless eyes should have been kept to yourself

Along with your hands and mouth because i asked for neither.

All i ever asked you to do is stop

But like a little boy, you threw a fit
The hellfires in your eyes,

That drew me to you earlier,

Was schoring me now.

It turned my skin into fire

Flames slicing my body.

I have never been more sure of anything in my life as I was in that moment,

If you would have listened to my voiceless screams you would have known that I was calling you,

El Diablo.