The world seems so dark,
I wonder what lies in these shadows I see,
I search for a light or a spark,
I need something that will set me free,
I do not want to feel so scared,
I do not want to feel like no one cared,
I want love and joy,
I do not want to feel like a toy,
I feel thrown aside,
I feel like a widowed bride,
Only fifteen mor days of fear,
Until I loose everything I hold dear,
Nothing seems clear,
As every eye lash carries a tear,
I have got a reason to cry,
Tonight I have got a reason to die,
I have got reasons to mourn,
And regret the day I was born.