This isn't a choice I want to make

It's just something I must finally face

I hope you see it my way

This wasn't easy to bear witness to



All alone inside my own redemption

I've forged no outside connection

I just pass these winded lonely hours

Hoping you'll notice me someday



You're nothing I'll be soon to forget

Something I won't be quick to remember

There was a time when I saw you in the rain

I did not dare to love you twas my regret disdained



Every glance at you I was entranced to you

A look as cold as ice, yet as warm as the flame you hold

Something in my heart I will forever hold dear

Even when you are so far away, I always think we're near



Save me from myself in the early evening

If I am to collapse catch me before I fall

I want to utter every feeling true to me

I should have seen the writing adorn the wall



And then you spoke to me

Took the melody in my heart and sang it back to me

Every word rang out inside my head

Reminded me of every time I wished I were dead



Closer to you now I wish for my relapse

I'll walk every mile close to you until I do collapse

Something we will never know is what is true to us

The oceanside may be daring, but never think I wasn't caring



Everything is here in front of me

But tonight I walk away from it all

Just as I step over the edge

Are your angel wings there to break my fall?