Guilty Regret

February 15, 2011
By LeilaniLives PLATINUM, Fort Wayne, Indiana
LeilaniLives PLATINUM, Fort Wayne, Indiana
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Favorite Quote:
"They say 'Life's two steps forward and one step back' - But what if I tripped and fell down the whole flight of stairs?"


I question and wonder
Why I do what I do;
You're perfect, undeserving-
But I do it to you.

Sometimes I regret
What's been done long before.
But how can I regret-
The actions made more?

You've been so faithful-
And I've been untrue.
You're perfect, undeserving-
But I do it to you...

You've given me reason
To never need more,
But I'm tempted and fragile
And urged to explore.

During the process
Its all just a game.
Winning is losing-
It's all just the same.

Before I commit, I-
Always think back.
"I've done it before,
So once more while I'm at."

Which leads to hard feelings
And depression-filled numb.
Thereafter, I regret,
But it's already done.


The author's comments:
I'm currently not in this relationship anymore. I've always been faithful in my relationships...but due to a long distance relationship, I found myself searching for love in places I shouldn't have been searching.

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on Mar. 27 2011 at 12:54 am
enchanted4yu PLATINUM, Calabasas, California
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Favorite Quote:
"Don't tell me the sky is the limit when there are footprints on the moon"

really great


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