June 1, 2009
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My mind is burning with the question

Why am I here,Why cant I leave?

I feel no movement or progression

As I'm longing to be free

All the people that I've lost

Who somehow to me were dear

They will never know the cost

Of how much I need them here


I often wonder throught the night

Why God chose to place me here

Crippled by remorse and fright

As I'm crying silent tears

Everything was going well

'til these thoughts entered my head

Saying I should end myself

And it was my fault instead


But alas my eyes are dry

I grit my teeth so I dont cry

Fear is what first closed my eyes

What you see is a disguise 

22 years have gone so fast

I cant recover whats in the past

Memories that I keep guarded

Which has left me heavy hearted

But now I know that I'm not worthless

For God has shown me divine purpose

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CianaBThis teenager is a 'regular' and has contributed a lot of work, comments and/or forum posts, and has received many votes and high ratings over a long period of time. said...
Mar. 5 at 11:15 pm
This is amazing, and it really captures what I've felt before. I would love it if you could look at a my poems and comment or like.
Matt B. said...
Oct. 6, 2010 at 4:14 pm
This work was amazing. Tears started to flood my eyes from the depth of this poem. You're an exceptional and gifted writer and I look forward to reading more from you. Keep up the good work
hurt_by_life said...
Jan. 11, 2010 at 7:12 am
That was absolutely one of the most amazing and touching poems I've ever read!! I know it came from the heart and don't feel bad I've been there 2.
MariaMarie This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Sept. 7, 2009 at 3:22 pm
I usually don't go for the religious stuff, but this is really REALLY good. Could you check out one or two of my poems please?
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