You don’t know me
You don’t know about all the times that I cried myself to sleep
All the times I came home and cried for hours
All the sleepless nights
You don’t know about them because I hide them
I hide me
I change
For you
For him
For me
I change to keep you happy
To keep you from the questions that triggers the thoughts
The thoughts that will bring all my walls crumbling down
I change for every one to hide
To hide from you to hide from me
I hide so I can pretend that everything is alright
I hide so I can get through the day.
So you don’t know me because
I don’t even know me.