My life is a mess

I've got so much stress

And yet I survive

That's why it's the best

There's knowledge in my brain

And air in my chest

I feel no pain

Yet I get no rest

My thoughts are scattered

My heart is shattered

I feel so alive

But I've never really mattered

I feel so free

And you never make me flattered

Yet I live a routine

While my life gets battered

I busily procrastinate

I'm asleep while I stay up late

I manage to strive

I rely on my fate

I'm trapped in my freedom,

But I feel so great

There are screams and I hear them

But they'll just have to wait.

My life has no flow

I've got nowhere to go

No plans are contrived

There's so much I know

Yet my words are not wise

I'm malleable like dough

And your words are all lies

There's a brain in my head

And feet in my shoes

Yet I don't want to move

Unless it's to you

You must want me dead

Or is it your mood

I don't like your attitude

But I don't want to break up.

I know that I must

But I fear we'll just make up.

It's happened before.

But I still want more

You think I'm dumb

And I think you're a bore

I tried to be numb

but I cant take any more.

We're both just lonely.

I know you don't love me.

I just want to cuddle

And you don't want to touch me

We can't even chat.

Now isn't that lovely?