I’m lost for words.


I feel like I’m standing in the middle of a room and no one can hear me.
No matter how high I get no one is listening.
I’m so scared and lost.
I just want to cry.
I just need someone to talk to.
I’m going to break down and theirs no one to pick me up.
No one to tell me its going to be ok.
A fear that’s so deep.
I’m losing myself.
I’m pushing everyone away, because they just don’t understand me.
A fear that has become reality.
A fear of losing you.
A fear of losing my life.
This pain is just to real.
I want these fears to fade.
I just want someone to hold my hand
and wipe away these tears.
I feel so alone.
These wounds just won’t heal.
I am so tired of dealing with all these fears.