Today was like
any other day
when I scream for help
he just walks away

I say "I love you"
and he doesn't care
he ignores me
like I'm not even there

He acts like it never happened
but I know that it did
he seems so ashamed
of me, his own kid

I thought my Daddy loved me
but I guess it's not true
he is never impressed
with anything that I do

I hate myself
for being this way
yet I endure my pain
day by day

If I was different
would things be the same?
WOuld I still be
Enduring this pain?

Maybe it would be different
if I was dead
so without another thought
I put a gun to my head