Losing someone you love is falling in a dark hole and never knowing if you can get back up. You miss them so much and you can't ever touch them again. The smell of them is still encased around you closing you in a corner of agony. You keep a poker face around the sea of sad people. Never letting them see the pain shown so delicately on your face. Your blue eyes shown bright with tears filling at the rims. You push the tears away trying to stay strong for the sake of your family. Loss is a natural thing, but one of the saddest things that can happen to such lovely people.
January 23, 2018