“If you read you’ll judge.

Don’t read my diary when I’m gone.

OK, I’m going to work now, when you wake
up this morning, please read my
diary. Look through my things,
and figure me out.” (-Kurt Cobain)

I’m
falling
for
you.

Please just say something,
anything at all.





One

more
day
is


all




you




get.




I




can’t




wait




for




you




this




long.
I can’t wait for you forever.

I want you.
I need you.
I want you to be mine.
I need you to be mine.

You want me.
You need me.
You want me to be yours.
You need me to be yours.

It’s true; you said it yourself!











You




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have









--







my










--




heart












--

beating













--
fast;

















--


about
















--




to rip














--







out








--



--









of my







--

--











chest.







--



This is how it goes. Every time I see you:
I
fall
even
harder
for you.
Just like that;
every freaking time.

I loved sitting by you,
watching that movie,
Journey to the Center of the Earth.
I hated it the first time I saw it.
But watching it with you,
it was amazing.

Your friend hugged me goodbye,
and he whispered into my ear,
heads up, B wants to go out with you.

And you have no freaking
clue how excited that made me!

The next morning
you hugged me tight.
You pressed your lips onto mine.
We had the entire day with each other.
You have witchcraft in your lips.

Hold me in your arms tonight,
and I’ll hold you.
Tell me you love me;
tell me you’ll never leave.
Make the magic begin.

I want to wake up with you next to me.
I want you to hold me close.
Sweet dreams, pumpkin.

I’m starting to realize
I’ll never call you mine.

Promises can be broken; faster than they’re made.
But I guess you already know that.

What am I to you?
And I know my name
so don’t give me that crap.

I’ve barely seen you.
We’ve barely talked.

my stupid, ugly,
w


w
fat,





w


w
so called friend

w
w
w
was




w w
w w
flirting with you.
w



w

Your secrets; they’re tearing me apart.
Literally tearing me apart,
my insides are demolished;
all because of you.

And I know you haven’t gone anywhere,
but I miss you terribly.

B,
I hope

you never forget me.
I hope

I cross your mind.
I hope

you miss me.

I hope

you love me when I’m gone.