Not Anymore

By , Escondido, CA
I give it another shot,
Knowing it's the only way I get the answer.
Tired of wondering,
Trying to figure out how this should be sounding.
This time it's different.
Hope is all I can lean on.
I waited and waited.
Sat around unconcentrated.
For you.
My presence is not worth your attention to you.
I can't lie to myself anymore,I can't go through.
You caused me numerous dents.
I have no idea why I didn't tell you to get the hell bent.
You made me feel unreal.
You made me feel weak.
You made me feel not me.
I can't blame anything on you I guess.
I opened my heart to you and you just stood there.
With the cold breeze stinging my insides,
Drying them out.
You will always be with me,
But I will only remember the old you.
The one I loved.
The one I dreamt.
The one I wanted.
I know if I tell you these words you would change.
But I know you don't care.
You do not wish nor desire to know me.
Tomorrow is a new day and I will start again.
I will find my other half.
I will find myself again.
I will realize the unique me.
And I won't be with you.
I will look at you with sadness only missing the person you use to be.
You won't hurt me anymore.





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aznmargarita21 said...
Apr. 8, 2009 at 11:32 pm
Hits the heart, makes the reader feel rejuvenated. Like there's a new reason to move on with life.
 
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