I only thought it was a cruel prank/
I only deeply thought it couldn't be true/
I only wanted to disbelieve that is couldn't be he/

Which just yesterday we had hung out/

I wanted to burst out in tears/
I wanted to yell out at the top of my lungs/
I wanted it just to be an ugly dream/

Which I could no longer bear/

I had to run out of tears sometimes/
I had to hide/
I had to show that I am still strong/

Which I barley am. I miss him since he left my house that day/

I only thought it was a cruel prank/
I only wished it wouldn't be true/
I only wanted to disblieve that he will no longer be among us today....