My feelings for you have never gone away. But whenever I see you neither of us has anything to say. I hate myself for what I did yet I hate you for not preventing it. I don't know myself anymore just as I don't know you. I wish I could tell you what you mean to me but then again I don't really know. I don't know if things could just go back to the way they were but ever since that day my whole life has been a blur. The day you told me to never talk to you again was the day my heart shattered into a million pieces. I felt as if I couldn't breathe and if someone shot a bullet straight through me. That was the day everything changed. I knew I would never get you back and I would never feel the same about anyone else