Bipolar

February 5, 2017
By Anonymous


Sometimes I wanna laugh when I look at the dark sky
Then when the sun comes up I wanna cry
Trust me I don't even know why I try
But the smell in the air makes me fly
I wanna shout and say hi
But I face the truth and say bye
I never really had a dream
But when people talk about perfection and fairytales I beam
Then i realize i don't really have a team
all i wanna do is scream
The thought of love makes me happy
but when i see it in front of me it makes me snappy
My family is my key
with them i'm free
yet sometimes i wanna flea
Life makes everything feel so real
but i'm tired of this unending wheel
Unclear clues is all I find
but i don't mind
i rather stay blind
because truly facing the truth makes me wanna hide
Life hits you out of nowhere
i do not find that fair
i would love to take a dare
i tell myself to stop holding on
because no matter what one day i will be gone
I know i have an ugly tone
that's probably why i'm not known
but thats because im not grown
Once i'm ready i will be shown
I know i'm not alone
but yet i act like a stone
I will try to be better
Maybe even write a letter
There are days when my heart starts beating fast
When I think about the past
And i realize no matter how passed
It will never be the last
There is always gonna be a blast
I know i am made of clay
I will never stop being gray
But for now please stay
and we can together sway
becauses days like this when the sun is blasting heat
i think that life is always a sneaky cheat
but the world somehow is neat
i advise that you don't blink
if u do you will miss a drink
and i advise you always be on guard
because i promise that it will be hard
but somehow we are strong
you might think i'm wrong
but this is just me and my long song


The author's comments:

This piece was inspired by emotions that sometimes controls us. The way we can be happy one moment then something happens 10 minutes later. But its also about defeating emotions no matter how crazy they can get, we have surivied and we will continue to survive.


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