i try to be
something im not
for people wont flee
for i wont sit in a corner and rot
i try to hide
my feelings
really locked in inside
i dont like to make people worry about my things
at home i cut my arms with razor blades
at school im the peppiest girl around
but im really a girl who shades
herself from others
i dont want my emotions to be found
they laugh they mock
my family
yea i know such a shock
so i hang my head shamily
because i cant say
they support my dreams
but one day they'll pay
and i'll say it in screams
that i'm going to
prove them wrong
im going to get some help then theyll rue
yea i know this journey might be long
but i'll prevail and i will soar
i will succeed in my life
no i'm not taking this nomore
so goodbye im taking the right path for i could strife