I was supposed to go out side today
But then they told me no
They said I could but when came time
They would not let me go
I asked them why
With no reply
They would not do a thing
Screaming words of nerves and pain
Making my ears ring
Why such agony of this kind
And why is it in me
Bringing out the darkness in my mind
I can't simply walk free
I tried to bargain with their cries
But they kept holding me back
I gave in with tear filled eyes
My pride which I let crack
I was supposed to go outside today
But alas it was not so
I was supposed to go outside today
But I told myself no