My life isn’t easy, but it’s not heard
I have two parents that try to love me right
but I’m unlovable
I’m sad all the time but…….
I still manage a smile to cover up the pain.

Darkness seems to be my only friend
The light and I just don’t get along
People talk to me but sometime I can’t hear 
What they’re saying I’m lasted
Lasted in the darkness
I just want to be alone its easer that way
I have a lot of self-hatred
I cry when I can’t take the pain
I do it so I can smile
I hold everything it.
Edgar Allan Poe understands
He’s the only one who can show
Me
The darkness in a person
Even if they look happy
“I could not awaken my heart to joy,
At the same tone;
And all I loved
I loved
Alone” {Edgar Allan Poe}
I try to be happy but I just get
Sad again but I must not let anyone see it
I want to give up on happy
But I know that means
Dying
And I don’t think I’m ready for that
I will keep trying
But…
I just don’t know
I don’t know if I can do it