The pain is like blades and watching myself in the mirror as i bleed.
I feel like the dirt and you were the seed, you grabed hold and grew.
Like a disease of sickness you make me nothing.
NOTHING AT ALL!
I see you everywhere and wake in fear.
I look around and hope you're not near.
To hear your name i want to cry.
Because of you i give no one a try.
Knowing you i thought was good.
I never should have let you in.
I would have been happier without you in my world.
I thought i had to protect you by not protecting myself.
Ms. Knows everything has been proven wrong.
A time to not be which caused me pain i don't know if it will ever be the same.
the only thing i have to say is you made me stronger in the end.
And i will never let it happen to me again......
Because the pain is like blades and watching myself in the mirror as i bleed!