My Evil Best Freind

March 3, 2009
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The pain is in my head
Eating at my soul
To be thin is all I want
It's my ultimate goal

I was alone, I was lonely
I was without friends or love
E.D. came and stole my heart
And became my inner judge

The relationship was rocky
Scary from the start
I cry at night, I'm all alone
I hate my inner heart

Nothing makes me happy
Jokes or even friends
All I want is to be skinny
To make my pain end

I have the heart inside of me
I know he isn't right
Am I ready, can I do it?
Is it time to fight?

I'm prepared to kill the monster
Don't tell me that I'm fat
I'm not stupid or worthless
I want my life back!

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rainyday93 This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
May 26, 2009 at 12:42 am
i really like this poem. i admire your strength. It is a very powerful piece. Keep writing and keep fighting.
Undiscovered said...
Apr. 25, 2009 at 10:52 pm
me again. im so sorr, but im pretty sure your sick of sympathy. Just be happy with the body God gave you, maybe it's time you tell the evil best friend to go away
Morissa said...
Apr. 13, 2009 at 7:40 pm
wow. I had seen you commented on mine, but wow. yours is a masterpiece. hon, I feel the same way.
Linklover95 This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Apr. 6, 2009 at 11:55 pm
That was really good. It was depressing though. Make a happy poem, please? Don't get me wrong though. It was really good.
kissingdawn331 said...
Mar. 16, 2009 at 6:56 pm
that's GR8 wow great job..i luv it
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