I am from

I am from a confused child
My life has been crazy and wild
My parents are sometimes tough on me
Some people like to make fun of me
I've always enjoyed a good laugh
Now sometimes I can't because I'm too focused on math
I feel like I can't even talk to people
I feel scared, and wish I could hide way up in a steeple
I've never had a lot of courage and smarts
All my frineds do and I'm the last to ride the go-kart
What is going to give me a spark
I don't want to be alone in the dark
A person I dislike made me upset
Instead of remaining quiet I erupted and felt my life reset
Now i'm feeling great and happy
Way better then feeling scared and crappy
I am going off to see the world
Finally on my own and not all curled