A little unsteady. I feel like on some degree, I always am. I can be at the top of my game and excelling in everything I take on, but that little bit of unsteadiness will be there too. I don’t know if it’s like this with everyone else, but for me I think i’ll always find it to be true. Then of course, there are the times where I'm just okay. And lo and behold, that little bit of unsteadiness is still there. Only feeling a little bit heavier. I don’t know. Maybe this is all gibberish, but I've found that it’s something i’ve always felt. It could be the broken parts of me from past times weeding their way through to remind me they're still here & are not yet healed. Or it could be the doubts that never seem to completely flee. Whatever it is, I know on some degree, a part of me will always be unsteady.
August 28, 2016