March 2, 2009
By Anonymous

Happy, fun loving is the vibe,

That most people use to describe,
My actions and my attitude-
But do they really know my mood?
And how I really feel inside,
The feelings I used to try to hide.
Now with my emotions I am confused.
I am angry, frustrated, not amused.
I wish others to know how I really feel.
My fake outside is starting to peel.
Laughter, joy, does not ring true.
As I lie, my hearts breaks in two.
I wish I could tell you all the truth,
Before I lose all my youth.
Smiley faces are no longer me,
All that I had, have now run free.
My happiness has all run out.
This is how my life turned out?!
I used to think I was born on purpose.
Now I feel like my life is worthless.
People judge before they know.
Am I happy, sad, deep down below?
My heart is full of depressing emotion.
Now hate is my unfortunate devotion.
Darkness is surrounding my mind.
Laughter is what I must find.
Love is what I long for and need.
If not found soon my heart will bleed.
If my heart bleeds I will die.
Because of the disappointment I have inside.
Insanity is not far away.
Soon my joyfulness will decay.
This is my last chance to change how I feel.
Maybe my emotions will soon start to heal.
Happy, fun loving is the vibe,
That most people use to describe.

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on Mar. 29 2009 at 10:05 pm
Haley Haggard BRONZE, Barrington, New Hampshire
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haha i didnt write it about myself, but yea its a really sad poem just in general.

on Mar. 13 2009 at 11:21 pm
Morgan4852 GOLD, Ocean Springs, Mississippi
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You seem like you're in such despair. I wish things would be easier for you. Your poem was exceptional though. It had fantastic rhythm. I know this will sound extremely cheesy but don't give up. And don't wear a mask concealing how you really feel. Be yourself. Even if some don't like it. :D hang in there.

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