Clearing the catastrophe that I caused.

Knowing that for once everything will be ok. I have you. When I fall, you catch me. When I cry, you help me.

When I scream, you comfort me.
As I sleep, you calm me.
My nightmares stop.

When I feel pain, you make it go away.
Your words are my medicine.
I love how you can make my stress melt.

I hate that my control is gone, but I love the one who took it.
I cannot stop thinking about you.
You are ruthless in that way.
You love it.
I love you for loving it.
We see life in different ways.
You showed me pure emotion, when I felt a void.
I pushed everything away, and you brought it back.
I told you I couldn't do this.
you said, I can do whatever I want.
I never wanted someone more in my life.
I never strived for finding you.
I figured i f***ed up too much to have anything again, let alone anyone.
you make me crazy.
I love it.
I love you.
you love me.

That's all I need to feel right now.