My heart was butchered like a piece of meat
You took my life as if it were nothing
I am frozen while i still feel the heat
Could my memories still see you stunning

I wish you nothing but the best with him
Till' the other comes along that is
Why without you is my light all so dim
We planned to be strong and raise all our kids

Honestly, was i your one and only
I am not even sure i was your third
It hit me slowly as if you stabbed me
You would say i love you and seemed so sure

My first love, dare i say your my first hate
My heart will not quit to find my real mate