Her loved saved me from the brink. It breathed life into my empty soul. I lived only for her love. What am I without it? Now her love is gone. How can I still be? Is there something still in there? Does she save me still? Or do I love to regain the love I've lost. Is this my main goal? Is this why i'm here? Why do I love in constent pain. Why cant I control it? This is the one thing I want. The only thing I need. Will I live forever without it? Or will I get it back? Will I love forever alone or will I find love again? I've never felt joy like it nor experienced the pain. Its my life and my death. Me heroin. My salvation and my demise. Her love'
February 20, 2009