you haunt me in my dreams
probaly because were alike in so many ways
searching for a way out
you got what you wanted
but can never take it back
from your life ive understood why i need to be here
when you died everyone was devasted
you hurt everybody and they will never be the same
even if i dont want to be here
im not that selfish to hurt my family

i wish everyday i knew you better
even if my parents say i couldnt help i know i could
because its hard to explain why you hate earth
they think its there fault
but it isnt
you just cant find a reason to live
even if there are hundreds
you convince yourself they will fix themselves
growing up you imagine the perfect fairlytail life
but then you get it and whats next


Everybody dies eventually
i cant stand hearing people feel like they dont have a way out
i guess you could call me a hyprocrite
but its true
hearing them want to die brings back to many memories
knowing they can end there life when you cant come back
i guess thats life everybody is here for a reason