Why is it that when your so close to something it has to go. What if i really wanted this something? What if this something was my number one source? Ya see this probally doesnt effect you as much as it effects me. Why did we go through hell just to be together, we ignored everyones judgements and kept our secrets to ourselves! You dropped all your friends and helped me heal my skin deep scars...and NOW i gotta let you go what about my tomorrow. Where shall i go. You didn't bring this upon yourself, but i didn't either. I know you put up a fight but now i must mark this night. People say when one door closes another one will open...But i'm not strong enough to pull the knob. I gotta find another way in but it will depend on my soul because now I am alone.
February 1, 2009