The voices.
it's not addictive don't worry about it just five in already no big deal.
Running my hand down the side of my face.
Jittery, so jittery.
this your escape you've been looking for just go for it.
Close my eyes.
Shut it out.
All the little annoyances that are my weakness.
Beep beep beep.
Click click click click.
Hmmmmm.
Shhh.
Can still hear them!
it will make them stop if you just let go give in.
SHUT UP.
Yell back at the voices.
They are an annoyance too.
Run my tongue over my lips.
Stare lustfully.
Check my watch again.
make the pain go away make it disappear feel loved again throw yourself into it.
That hit hard.
The want to feel loved was terrifyingly strong.
no regrets babe no regrets.
Buzz.
Can't hold out any longer.
Grab the phone.
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The voices laugh at their victory.