the life i onced dreamed for on the porch at night for the abuse to hault and leave in a fright. For my mom to come back and leave her slumber for my dad to stop yelling and for my life to cease to crumble. The life i onced dreamed for stares at me with complete attention but cant understand and looks at me with dazed out eyes of miscomprehension it looks deep into sole and knows my hearts pain but it knows that my new life has gone astray. The life i onced dreamed for sometimes cries knowing how bad my life will be no matter how hard i try. The morning that it was set in stone was when i woke up to a rambling storm of tears and confusion when my mom just laid there lifeless in front of the t.v. The life i once dreamed for changed in a flash and sometime i cry with him hoping i can go back to the past