I'm sitting here on the outside
Just looking in on my life
Seeing the present flying by fast
Quickly becoming a part of my past
It's like i'm banging on the door
Of a house that's locked from the inside
Just trying to get in
Trying to hide
Like a stranger in another's dream
Feeling trapped, I silently scream
Running in circles, trying to break free
Before my life becomes a distant memory
I'm seeing the laughter
Yet hearing no sound
I'm crying the tears
Yet no one's around
This is deffinitely not the life I had been searching for
Always had hoped it would be something more
A little more than a memory
But nothing near a tragedy
All I want with my life is to just be happy