I have let myself down
among others
I have made a mistake
its unforgiveable
I was the good kid
now not so much
I have parents and siblings
all believeing a lie
I have confessed to the lover of my eyes
for i feel he don't believe
I have spun this terrible web
its such a tangled mess
I have dihonor of growing
tell I am huge
I have let the chasity of my life be taken my someone
I cnanot hide the fact for much longer
before long everyone will know
I have lost my chasity
all my respect
The never last of my mistakes
the disgrace to my families name
I will not forgive myself