Where to begin
Where to start
I have no idea.
I have no idea about anything.
This is so new.
So real.

I can’t explain it,
No one understands.
I don’t even understand it.
I don’t understand how that is even possible.

I hardy even know you,
But still, you make my day go by.
You make me stay sane.

When I think about you I smile.
When I talk to you, I can’t stop laughing.
When I see you, I can’t breathe.

I don’t think you’ve left my mind once since I met you.
Its weird though.
You’re nothing my type, I’ve never even liked a guy like you before.
Let alone be obsessed with one.

I don’t even want to think about other guys.
I don’t want to hang out with anyone else.
I just want to be with you.

Usually I know what to do to get the guy I want.
But with you, its so different.
I’m so lost, I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know what you like.
How can I even know if you like me at all.

The thing is though, is that I don’t care,
This whole experience, is just exhilarating.
I can’t tell you how I feel, because I have no idea what I’m feeling.
It’s like God answered my prayers in a guy.

The first day I met you, I was already convinced.
Convinced of the fact that you were literally made for me.
The night we hung out, was the best one I’d had in over a year.


I thought I had fallen in love before, thought that I would never get over it.
But whatever that was doesn’t even compare to this.
I’ve never wanted anything more in my whole life.
Never driven myself so hard to get something.

Never thought about someone so much.
Never talked about someone so much.

Never done anything this way.
Never let myself fall with no warning.
No safety plan.

But the thing is,
I have a feeling it will all be worth it.