Nothings the way it used to be anymore. everything is messing up and going this way and that. im losing people i never thought i would im gaining people i never should. people lose intrest i hurd that before but i never new it was this bad to the point i would even lose my own dad. i feel like im nothing anymore. no body really knows what reality really is. people grow up and people start to fall apart but all in the end its one big broken heart. i dont know what to do but to forget about the start and to begin all over again.