You want to know what sucks? Feeling unwanted and a bother. just the feeling of being a nuisance to others because of your presence. Do you ever feel as if you don't even have a purpose? Like, what's the point of even existing. Nobody cares about what you do with your life. They all just pretend to give one when they really don't. I don't belong here. And I definitely don't belong "home" because it's not somewhere I want to be everyday. To be honest with you, I'd rather just be a lost soul lost in the abyss of someone's thoughts.  Because really, I'm just taking up space, air, and precious time from those who actually know and want to do with their lives. Those who actually have a purpose and fit into this society. I'm not cut out to do any of this, what people expect of me. What's the point.