I Lost Her Again

I lost her again
In the silence of darkness
I wanted to get over it
All I got is weakness

It killed me when you left
I became so cold
I wished you came back
Take your last hold

With some hope to burn
Mind and Memories are loose
I wish it extinguishes
But have no truce

Swelled from the pain
Dont know how I got so well
Hope i sthe only rope
Maybe my heart did choke

All the suffering reminds me something
Life aint bed of roses
To get through ,alive
Will burn black roses