Timid Disaster

Falling asleep
is what I fear the most
Causing a scene.
I don't, do neither boast.
Hidden in secrets.
Burried in lies.
Whom or what am I trying to disguise?
Why do I fear? Why do I hide?
Is it that I have no sort of pride?
"You only live once.", is what they all say.
But I don't pursue, I just dream everyday.
For now, I'm just gonna smile and pray
for this timid disaster to please go away.