Because before you know it, you'll be holding your breath; looking around for answers. You'll be gasping for air, fighting back tears. Why? I don't know. A part of you is always with your past. It affects you. People say forgive and forget, but it's definitely a lot easier said than done. And it feels like when I finally begin to forget it all I get slammed right back to the ground. And everything comes back. My problems aren't as bad as many people's out there, I know. I'm not saying they are. I know it's not the end of the world but writing is my way out of my problems. I wish I could trust. Trust myself, life's obstacles, people. Everything and anything.
December 23, 2008