Pain

The pain’s too real
It is all I feel
All you say is o well
You are the reason for the pain
You cause it all
You watched me fall
It is all because of you
You are the reason for my pain
What I feel
It is all too real
It overwhelms me
I fall on my knees
Cry out to you
I need you
I want you
I need you more then anything
I need faith
I want forgiveness
For everything I have done
I look up to you as you laugh at my pain
I strain
To look you in the eye
I look quick then look away
Turn towards the light
Some hope in all this despair
See a bright light
Shining from above
It reaches down
Just to brush by me
I feel recharged
Able to do anything
I feel invincible
Resistant to this pain that has held me captive all these years
Held me within these iron bars
Finally free
Able to live
Finally
Without the pain
Of you
And all you have done
I am finally
Unbelievably
free