Christmas wish

All I’m asking for is a new heart.
Mines broken, and torn apart
All I want is to love again
And for all those times we had to be forgotten
I want to let go
But my heart doesn’t know
It keeps holing on
It doesn’t know that you’re gone.
I just want to start all over
And this time take things slower
Because I know deep inside
Part of me has died
I know how much it hurts
To always have reverts
This is just way too hard
Now forever I will be scarred
This pain is lurking inside me
And forever it will be
Until things change
My hurt will remain
I need a new heart
To begin from the start