They say no and I say yes.
I say no and they say yes.
They say its because of him.
I say it's not.
They say no more.
I beg please and that I love him.
They don't care, they never wanted this anyway.
Now what do I do?
Run away? Or just do it and hurt him just as much as they hurt me.
I know I can change him, I need time.
Time is all that's on my mind.
I can change too, I just need time.
TIME! I have to convince them that this is good for me.
And they don't know that I love him.
I love him in a serious way. But still, God is the most important thing in my life. So, that would make him number 2. Or not? I don't know. I say no and they say no. :)