Loss

Lost a part of myself today

Got rejected last night

Told that I was too immature

And that I need to grow up

The invisible hand on my heart tightens

Choked in its grasp

Unable to get out

Now the words of rejection flood my mind



No,

I don’t want you in my life

Someone told me to leave you in the dark,

That someone your former friend,

Unable to do anything right

Making a complete mess of my life



How much more can a heart be forced to hold?

How much more hurt must be piled on top without a break?

What way to put the past all behind

And all my regrets?

A shattered heart

A broken mind

It feels like I lost my best friend today

And maybe I have



A feeling so fresh

The scar so long and deep on my heart

Yet only one among many others

Shall time help it fade?

My hurt go away?

My life ever be enjoyable again?



I lost a lot today

But what tomorrow shall I gain?

And yet to lose another day?