This poem was inspired by a My chemical Romance song called headfirst for halos. Their is a quote from that song that goes "I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling, and as the fragments of my skull begin to fall, fall on your tongue like pixie dust, just think happy thoughts". The song is about being depressed and how you shouldn't be down on yourself, and you should think about all the good things in your life. This poem is kind of a weird mix of good things and bad things. Or atleast what society thinks is good and bad, kind of mixed up. I kind of tried to make it a scramble of thoughts hence the last six lines, almost like how things flash through your head when you're upset and confused. Just think happy thoughts.