I am loud not whisper loud but loud because I know what I do and how I do it if I do something wrong I will do it till I know that what I did wrong is wrong but ill keep on doing it till you ignore when you take a spin everyone looks at you to see your shirt and what shoes and then they turn and whisper its habit its their job and don't let them do it over and over I yell because I miss you your gone and you don't remember anything of me because your having the time of your life and when you are your there I think of the bad thigs when I should be Free I cry because im loud and I yell